Life..... a Short Story.

“ When I got enough confidence, The stage was gone. When I was sure of losing, I won. When I needed people the most, They left me. When I learnt to dry my tears, I found a shoulder to cry on. When I mastered the skill of hating, Somebody started loving me .” It took some years from my life to understand that this is life and I lived it, I m living it & I’ll. So what’s the point to keep complaining about what I have not got? So trying to make my life as my masterpiece by all I have. One advice from some wise person was,” You can win life by all means. If you simply avoid two things, “Comparing” & “Expectation”… ” Yeah it works. Though I am not claiming that am someone who doesn’t expect anything from life or compare. That is not possible 100%. But you know what; it’s like minimizing the expectations and maximizing the happiness. Another important thing is “ Patience ”, I didn’t have this.

ENOUGH!!!!!!!! Yes, it was high time to say just this word to all the damn problems . Suddenly I realized that I was wasting all my time, brain, potential for some damn and silly causes.... which pretends as if they are something bigger, they are controlling my life....huuuuuuuuh.. Just some bloody bullshit and I was a perfect emotional fool ... I was vulnerable because I was wasting all my emotions and bla bla… on a wrong place (sometime person)... I have struggled with my hair a lot... I have bitten my nails a lot... I have explained and sometime tried to make out people my points.... but nobody is 1. Ready to hear. 2. Ready to stop pretension. 3. Ready to stop their "valuable suggestions without any price [??][Whatever] “ to other without getting the whole matter. 4. Ready to “ OIL their own MACHINE " . But they are always ready to... 1. Hold your hand tightly saying "you are my TRUE FRIEND [??]... And then opens up their knapsack to deliver you all the knowledge t

After a long time suddenly I felt like writing something about a year, full of drama, surprises, love, faith, friendship, betrayal…….. A rare cocktai l. 2009, the starting of the year was not so happening, somehow I assumed that this year is going to be a dull boring another year of my life. But the God chuckled in heaven saying,” oh!! Really!!! “ It was January or February; it was a reunion with my school pals on the occasion of saraswati puja . At college it was fest+ masti .Like every day after a heavy session of adda, masti and bla bla…… suddenly we discovered we are going to make a documentary for NSS ASHA ….. The topic was social issues. First we were just roaming about from this to that nothing was fit and perfect sometimes script was ready but none was there to act and lots of problems... but we four , DD, me, Aninya,Annesha … overcame all those.Don’t know how exactly. We got a group, named, “ SQUARE ROUTE ”, from one of my friend. At last we choose the topic ‘ female